Showing posts with label UNM. Show all posts
Showing posts with label UNM. Show all posts

Thursday, April 19, 2018

Sculpt

Augusta Read Thomas (read about her here) came to UNM for the Robb Composer’s Symposium in late March. The women of my beloved Chamber Singers gave a “world premiere” of a version of her piece, “Plea for Peace,” which had its world premiere in its original version just in the fall of 2017. 

Our version (which I really adored, as did she) was for unison women and string quartet. There isn’t a text, which she explained when she met with us and discussed the history a bit. It was commissioned to commemorate the Chicago Pile-1, the first artificial nuclear reactor. 

In addition to her amazingly warm spirit and generosity in the rehearsal and working session, I also loved her use of the word “sculpt.” when she was advocating for a more slender opening, for example. She had the women come in one at a time, and one or two with a different vowel. Those were things that I wouldn’t have thought to do.



Photo: With Ms. Thomas, post-performance.


We are grateful for her collaboration and the chance to perform her music!  

Friday, December 9, 2016

Addio del semestre passato

Hello from Dallas, TX! It's the point in the semester for myself (and I'm sure for my colleagues and students) where we feel like imitating our beloved cat Panda ...

 
And it's time to think, and re-think, what went great, when it was "working," and what needs to be tweaked (or tossed). 

What worked ...

This is the first semester that my husband and I have been homeowners. While this comes with the obvious benefits of building equity, being able to deduct mortgage interest, and getting a serious upgrade on space and storage, we are able to make our own decisions (small and large) in terms of decorating and even structural elements to the house. Zheng has spent some spare time building walls and laying concrete. His most recent project was to demolish and re-finish the fireplace in slate. (We have some popular DIY shows to blame for this!).


This is also the first semester (even though it's the fifth at UNM) where I have been in a more secure position with my job. Last year was a harrowing year in terms of applying for tenure-track positions, as my job (full-time lecturer at the time) was getting converted to a tenure-line. I was the equivalent of an NYC apartment in a building that was "going condo."

This year brought additional, important professional opportunities - increased work with Santa Fe Opera, Opera Southwest, my first time teaching at OperaWorks, and more opportunities with the New Mexico Philharmonic - 2017 will bring more abundance. I am continually greatful.

I joined a yoga studio (this one) and have been practicing regularly at one place since August. 

It shouldn't be rocket science to a musician that there is no alternative to practicing. 

I'll keep this up in 2017 and will adjust my teaching hours slightly to fit different possible classes into even more of a practice routine. 

(Did I just put myself before my career?) 

Another major change for me has been adhering to a strict ketogenic diet since August. I may never go back to the years of loving bread and its progeny ... not only has the weight-loss been sustainable and significant, but my chronic imsomnia is greatly improved. 
Tweaks (I'm sure more are coming ) ... 

People discuss "resolutions" and mine is a stolen one from a dear friend. It is simple - book 45 minutes per day of reading time. And stealing from another great artist in the collaborative piano field, which is to read and write one poem per day. 









Saturday, June 13, 2015

Semi-simple summer

Greetings everyone! 

I was intentionally absent from the blog-o-sphere when Zheng and I took a much-needed vacation to the San Francisco Bay Area. Photos forthcoming. We had an amazing time exploring that time. I had not returned since my summer at Merola (2007!) so it was amazing to be back there. 

I’m now hard at work on a project involving the musical history of Darmstadt, Germany along with my current position and relationships at UNM. The project is to present solo piano works of current UNM composers and their pieces, alongside pair-able German works in the common repertoire (occasional Bach or Brahms) or with a composer who was at Darmstadt during the initial years of the summer course (Berio, Babbitt, Messiaen). 
 
 

I have my first “outing” of some of the pieces this coming Thursday and Saturday, for a house concert (visit this post if you haven’t seen it before).

I have downtime this summer as well - so the summer is some playing and some resting. 

Semi-simple.

PHOTO: The opening to Milton Babbitt’s “Semi-Simple Variations.”

Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Still Falls the Rain

In 2004, the Tanglewood Music Center Vocal Fellows had the opportunity to perform all five of Britten’s Canticles in one concert. The repertoire was paired with some of Shostakovich’s music (the Captain Lebdyakin Songs, etc.), juxtaposing two of my favorite twentieth-century composers due to their dates (their birth and death dates are only a few years from each other). I someday hope to perform a cycle of all of the Canticles, even with staging or artwork or pageantry of some kind. Of course, they stand on their own, without theatrics. But they are from the pen of a man who so understood the stage. 

Below is pasted from my faculty recital (04/19/15). You can see a link to the video performance (live from Sunday) here.


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The five Canticles of Benjamin Britten occupy a unique position in not only Britten’s compositions, but also within twentieth-century vocal music. Some are almost completely sacred and cantata-like, others fall purely into a category of secular or chamber music. Canticle III: Still Falls the Rain lies as the centerpiece of the quindrivium, and is an intersection of the sacred and secular. 

All of Britten’s Canticles pay homage and inspiration to his musical and romantic partner, tenor Peter Pears. They also refer to the operatic compositions which precede them. Still Falls the Rain is no exception. The opening musical motive is drawn directly from his chamber opera The Turn of the Screw. This canticle, with an obligato horn part, serves as a theme-and-variations, with interspersed recitative, upon musical motives which appear in the opera. 

This work was written for a memorial concert for Noël Mewton-Wood, a pianist who had committed suicide after the death of a close friend. Britten was a strong pacifist and hated the involvement of England in the Second World War. When he read Edith Sitwell’s poem ‘Still Falls the Rain (The Raids, 1940. Night and Dawn),’ he was drawn to it immediately and set forth on obtaining permission from Sitwell to set her text. She agreed. On hearing a live performance of this piece, she and Britten collaborated on a concert program for the 1956 Aldeburgh Festival, which included more of her poetry, and for which Canticle III served as its centerpiece. 

Within this poem, Sitwell uses a quotation from the final climactic scene of Christopher Marlowe’s Doctor Faustus. Britten sets this quotation in a sprechgesang fashion. 

Still falls the Rain---
Dark as the world of man, black as our loss---
Blind as the nineteen hundred and forty nails
Upon the Cross.

Still falls the Rain
With a sound like the pulse of the heart that is changed to the hammer-beat
In the Potter's Field, and the sound of the impious feet

On the Tomb:
Still falls the Rain

In the Field of Blood where the small hopes breed and the human brain
Nurtures its greed, that worm with the brow of Cain.

Still falls the Rain
At the feet of the Starved Man hung upon the Cross.
Christ that each day, each night, nails there, have mercy on us---
On Dives and on Lazarus:
Under the Rain the sore and the gold are as one.

Still falls the Rain---
Still falls the Blood from the Starved Man's wounded Side:
He bears in His Heart all wounds,---those of the light that died,
The last faint spark
In the self-murdered heart, the wounds of the sad uncomprehending dark,
The wounds of the baited bear---
The blind and weeping bear whom the keepers beat
On his helpless flesh... the tears of the hunted hare.

Still falls the Rain---
Then--- O Ile leape up to my God: who pulles me doune---
See, see where Christ's blood streames in the firmament:
It flows from the Brow we nailed upon the tree

Deep to the dying, to the thirsting heart
That holds the fires of the world,---dark-smirched with pain
As Caesar's laurel crown.

Then sounds the voice of One who like the heart of man
Was once a child who among beasts has lain---
"Still do I love, still shed my innocent light, my Blood, for thee."

Monday, April 20, 2015

Faît accompli!

Yesterday was a great day.

I got to share music with new friends and colleagues, who, a year ago, I had just met. One year later, we were rehearsing, forming our own “community” as a vocal department of five, and then - of course - properly celebrating afterwards with a Chinese food reception! 

Heartfelt thanks to everyone - my faculty partners, the faculty there to support, the crew of Keller Hall, the audio and video crew, my family for cooking the reception … 

There will be more photos, along with beautiful sound and video forthcoming! 

In the meantime, enjoy photos of the “celebration” afterwards. 



Sunday, April 19, 2015

The day-of ...

I remember saying to someone that nerves might kill me if I perpetually had to perform, task after task, starting at 8 or 9 PM. (One of the many reasons that I would never be able to cut it as a jazz musician). 

My recital today is at 5PM and I'm already in performance-mode, meaning -- 
hyper-focused, and not in the mood to run random errands this morning (I rarely am, and I'm not a big fan of running errands for three hours on the weekend). I want to perform beautifully with my colleagues and then not have the pressure of performance hanging over my head anymore for this project.

It is times like this where I try to borrow from experts who negotiate this a lot. I found this terrific link:

http://www.bulletproofmusician.com/how-to-make-performance-anxiety-an-asset-instead-of-a-liability/

And I think today I'm going to tend to my need for silence as much as possible. I'm going to go for a walk and then warm up, do my hair, and get to school hours early. (One of *many* advantages of performing where you work - you get a fabulous, private, "green room" one flight above the hall). 

I am grateful for my colleagues (seven of them!) who will be joining me on stage, and hopefully some more in the audience. 

I will let you know how it goes! 

PHOTO: A very fitting photo for half of today's program: Brahms Opus 120 no 1 and the Schumann Spanish Songbook (for vocal quartet and one pianist), Opus 74. The other works on the program are Brittish, French and American. I took this photo today while in the Erzgebirger region hiking near Dresden, summer of 2012. 


Thursday, April 16, 2015

Brahms, the mysterious

My faculty recital is coming up this coming Sunday. The program is:

Britten, Canticle III 
Brahms, Sonata in f minor, Opus 120, no 1
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Journey, Lori Laitman
Vocalise-Étude, Olivier Messiaen
Spanisches Liederspiel, Opus 74, Robert Schumann

What has been interesting is that: most of this program is "new" to me, meaning the first time performing it in public. The oldest piece on the program is a *very* old one. I've known it literally half my life: I first learned of its existence, and learned it musically, on clarinet as a high school student. In years following, I would learn it and play it many times with different clarinetists and violists (Brahms himself transcribed the piece for viola after the initial performances and publications).

Why is the oldest, most familiar piece (to me) still posing questions? 

Brahms would have still been working with a piano that isn't quite like the modern concert grand. I've had the immense privilege of playing a piano much like his 1867 Streicher. That sound wasn't quite as robust or resonant as what a pianist usually plays when either of the Opus 120 sonatas are programmed. 

The questions I'm still asking (these are in no particular order):

1. How can I still find more colors and be more imaginative with voicing?
2. Are there any places that I can still be using more rubato?
3. Why has he written some passage the way that he has? 


There is one passage in particular that perplexes me. It falls in the middle of the development, and Brahms is really "in the wrong key" - sharp minor v. (!) The rhythmic scancion, syncopation, series of tied notes and sequences, and pianistic difficulty - something was really "up" with him in this section. I'm trying to poke around and see if I can't find a copy of the autograph. What I'm wondering if this gave him as much compositional trouble as it gives interpreters and technicians. 

In the meantime, I will keep wondering, and keep practicing.